What Cynn said. And talk less too! (About this issue anyway.)

My advice now is - you made your apologies (in a bit too full a way now, IMO, but that's by-the-by) and that should be enough about it.

Coming back to Rein's "Action talks" point - put this behind you and show by the way you carry on here in the contests and the forum that it was just an aberration, an evening of madness, whatever.

You don't need to stress out too much about it and it's best not to keep raking over it/digging it up on here either.

Time to (in that rather patronising and over-used phrase) "move on".

That's my thought on the matter, anyway.