Thanks all for the nice comments. It does help to express
yourself through something besides words, especially since
I usually piss people off with with my written threads when
I thought I was just trying to kick start the energy in this place
for everybody but mostly myself. Sure I do stuff that piss people
off sometimes, but I also love to help and support and give, I do
everything with passion and sometimes in an online setting, it does
not translate very well. Some think I am out to get Marco. I believe
Marco knows me better and deep down he knows I have love and respect
for him. I feel like his big brother sometimes. The big brother that
teases the little brother to get a reaction out of him , but he also
wants to help the little brother. Marco being the little brother thinks
his big brother is an asshole and just picking on him but in reality he was just
trying to make him improve and think. In many ways I am trying to get
others to think too. Marco is an awesome talent with a lot of passion and he knows
it. That is why I am hard on him because I know he can be much better, and the fact
that everyone keeps kissing his but and saying he is perfect, he's never going to really
reach his full potential and people like me that comment will get ignored
because he is convinced that I am out to get him because you all jump all over me
when I do. You may say "just leave Marco alone". Well my personallity and heart
won't let me. You may think the "big brother" thing is stupid but that's how I feel.
And just like a big brother I also don't want to hang out with Marco because he embarasses me.
So have been in a rutt lately and when I get there I need energy to get out of it so I start threads
to charge people up and get them thinking or laughing. I truly don't have a mean bone in my body
and people that know me know this. I also don't have many serios bones in my body.
Every thing with me ends in a punchline. It's just how I am and I won't change.
......what were we talking about??? oh yeah. Ill stop rambling now. Sorry if any of my
threads have pissed anyone off. But beware.... I'm still going to do it. So get your juices flowing and live with passion damn it!!! Oh, and fix the fuckin bat!!!
Thanks again. (sees Reinman tapping his watch) yah yah yah, I'm going.