I wouldn't want to do anything over even if I had the chance.

I don't know if I'd really change anything...
I may be broke as hell and hungry,
but I like where I am.

But manic, I almost had the chance to do just what you wanted to do..
I actually had a band that was working on a record deal.. heavy metal/opera style much like Nightwish.. maybe a little heavier, closer to Cradle of Filth...
anyway, my drawback was being married.
I wouldn't have had the chance if I hadn't got married, but it also took that chance away... Ironic how I turned them down because I felt that it would harm our marriage
It was a very frustrating situation.

So now.. instead, I work two jobs, live with my manager of one of them and my two cats...
But tonight... I am not working... and I'm going out for a nice dinner.

Afterwards I'll come home and play video games like a normal 19 year old....

Though... I wonder what life would have been like if I'd stayed away from men and just gone to school.
Maybe a "better" life... but I wouldn't know what I know now, that's for sure! I only learn things the hard way.